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Moods are Swinging by Miss-Lacy Moods are Swinging by Miss-Lacy
finally some what able to draw again

I have very rapid mood swings and am in the middle of being diagnosed with a mood disorder or a very small offshoot of a bipolar disorder with hypomania

I go from a constant anxiety to a very dull melancholy neutral state, to a very self anger state in which I will want to punch myself and do other self destructing things, but it's been a while since I've done anything more serious then just punching myself.

just very tired and glad that I got to draw a little bit...
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RainySkyz Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012   Writer
*had not hade... though during those years, my life resembled hades to me. :)
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RainySkyz Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012   Writer
Could this be BPD?

I don't have BPD or Bi-polar, but more than half my life had PTSD and didn't know until I was 39... and then it nearly destroyed me, until I learned what it was, did therapy, and managed to stabilize myself. I also hade chronic and extreme depression much of ages 15 and all throughout 29 years of marriage. Divorce and therapy helped so much, but didn't realize I was still undergoing it, especially after Mom died, until went back for more therapy last year and this year. Though I did find happiness in-between times, and a lot more inner peace of late, despite watching someone near and very dear to me suffer so much over one thing or another.

Best of luck! Study your illness(s). Knowledge is power. Do therapy. Give it time. And don't despair. And especially don't punch yourself. It's not your fault. Put a name to it... the name of your illness... it's the illness's fault, not yours... remove your name from the blame list... and then start hugging yourself instead of punching yourself... because you are victim not perpetrator... victim... wouldn't you hug another who was victim? or would you punch a victim? You'd hug them, I'm sure of it. Hug yourself.
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Miss-Lacy Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012  Student Digital Artist
you my dear are a lovely human being, I am much better now a days and I do go to therapy and it MAY be bipolarism (a VERY small level of it)

thank you so much for everything, people like you keep people like me going!
hope you are doing well!
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RainySkyz Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2012   Writer
:) :hug:
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Miss-Lacy Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2012  Student Digital Artist
just. thank you so much
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A-W-DARCY Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
awesome work very unique style you got going here
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Miss-Lacy Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2012  Student Digital Artist
oh goodness thank you so much :3
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MoominMonster Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2012
This is beautiful. I love how the expressions looks so real, and this is a very emotional picture. I am glad that you got your inspiration back! :)

I hope that you'll feel better someday. Keep your head up high, my friend! :hug:
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GetItOnTheFlo Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
ALL. DAT. ANGST. Makes you want to listen to some screamo, let your bangs chill in front of your eyes, and CRY.
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Miss-Lacy Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2012  Student Digital Artist
LOL oh my goodness you make me laugh
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